So Christmas is just nine days away

I just got in contact with one of my best friends in Australia and she told me about what's been happening to her these past few weeks. She seemed really excited about her sister's engagement, her family roadtrip to Sydney, her date with this guy who's been crushing on her, her shock over FPJ's death, our ESP thingy, her best friend's pregnancy and everything else. She has such a full life. I'm jealous in some ways, she doesn't seem fazed about the fact that she's single. I've been bawling my eyes out that I'm single this Christmas. That and the fact that I wanted so much to be a part of a couple again but I know I can't cos I don't want to do another long-distance relationship thing.

I've done heaps of Christmas shopping and it's driving me crazy that I can't find the right present for my monita. Tomorrow I'll be going to Divisoria with my Auntie and God help me. I have to buy some stuff and I can't believe I'm going there. This will be the first time I'll be setting foot in that place and it's scaring the day light out of me.

Tonight, my cousins and I are going to Sto. Domingo church to catch a glimpse of FPJ. I cry everytime I see a tribute for Da King and I'm not embarasshed to say that.

I'm back in Sucat. After being sick over the weekend, mum took me back and I've been recuperating by eating soup, full rest and hanging out with my friends at my college. Eunice looked so skinny I'm dying of jealousy. But I'm not envious of her illness... That she can have.

Hmmm... what else? I've spoken with Fel a few minutes ago and we just caught up. It's been ages since I've talked to her. Mainly because she is my ex-boyfriend's friend and I don't feel like chatting with anyone connected to him. But it felt good. Just like old times. It's like we've formed a good friendship outside my ex-boyfriend's radar.

I picked mum as my baby in the Kris Kringle and I absolutely have no idea what to give her. Ooops, I think I mentioned that one already.

Dad, as always had been awesome. He wanted to buy me the Samsung e600 but I declined. Apparently, according to Eunice, the audio of Samsung ain't that good. So that idea was nixed. He wanted to make up for lost times but I told him he didn't have to do that cos I'd rather spend time with my dad than let him buy me some stuff.

Everything means nothing if I ain't got you...