Ok, my mum and uncle will be going back to OZ on Thursday. I'll be left here alone for a good week - still here for V-day. I'm not fazed. All my single friends are organising a get-together on 12 Feb then we'll go to that Lova Palooza thing to witness the Millions-Who'll-Kiss. I never really appreciated being single. I used to think that when you're single, it's because you're ugly and that no one wants you (Thank you SATC). But now, I see myself as a person who tests the waters and just wait for that special person to come along - if that person is good enough for you, that is.
Some male friends of mine wanted to take me out on a date. "Para di ka ma-depress sa valentine's day." What they don't know is that it'll make me more depress going out with them because they're not the one I want to spend the day with in the first place.
I just like to be with my friends and get drunk. Is that too much to ask?
They're welcome to join us if they like.
My cousin told me that CRUSHIE was looking for me the other night. I got a bit kilig but that's it. I don't like to put any meaning on that kinda things. I've been wrong so many times in the past. I'm not about to start on another one.
Just when I decided I want to be single, my best friend meets the perfect guy for her
My friend in OZ met the perfect guy. He's doing law and she's totally smitten with him. Being the safe-person that she is, she doesn't want to hope.
Fine, then. I'll be the one to hope for you.
Heart to heart talks make me cry
"Wag kang tatanga tanga dun ah. Mag-iingat ka. Text mo lang ako at sure na magrereply ako." - Sheiy on my leaving next week.
"Mag-aaral ka ng mabuti, para pag madami ka nang pera, mapag-aaral mo na si renzo." - Tita Nette. I promise you, I'll be good.
" Tigilan mo na yung pag-inom mo at pag-party mo. Matanda ka na. Mag-isip ka na kung ano gusto mo sa buhay mo." - Daddy Dearest
"Sana makahanap ka ng lalaki na magmamahal sayo dun." - Mang Mommy
Everybody is wishing me well. It's not like I won't be back. Sure, it'll be a long time before I get back, but I will be.
I just have to organize my thoughts and to get my priorities straight. I need to decide what I want to do with my life and whether I want to start my life in Australia or I want to go back here when I finish my degree. Too many decisions to make and it's making my life toxic.
One thing's for sure, my life'll be better from now on...
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