And the craziness continues

Last night was crazy too.

There were fights. Tears. Bitch fits.

The works.

I. Don't. Like. Dramas.

But my life is a drama waiting to unfold.

Though I'd rather watch other people with their dramas.

Lately, mine had been a drama-filled hell.

The person I wanted to get in contact to didn't get in contact with me.

The man I prayed not to get in contact to go in contact with me.

Asking me to go to dinner to catch up is a load of bullshit.

I'm happy and I want to stay that way.


Steven Spielberg would've loved it

We saw a gremlin.

Really? you ask.

Not really. But it looked just like one.

Confession: It was actually a person but we didn't know if it was a man or a woman so we kept calling it IT.

It was running along the highway doing its morning jog.

Amber and I didn't sleep at all. We went clubbing the whole night and talked til the sun was up.

We talked about our lovelives. The ones that got away. Everything.

We decided to surprise Bernie with breakfast so we stole her car keys and drove towards Mcdonald's for breakfast.

We cracked on to the cute guy behind the counter. He was about 17 but we thought he was fine.

I was driving on the highway when we say the gremlin look-a-like jogging.

What the fuck was that?, Amber asked.

We started laughing. It was funny. It didn't have any neck. It was jogging funny. It was fucken hilarious.

I had to pull over cos we were laughing pretty hard.

After the Mcdonald's trip, we decided to look for it.

Nikki, I want to go look for that thing, Amber said.

So we didn't take the exit for Bernie's house and kept driving.

And kept driving.

Just when we thought our hunt was over, we found our gremlin.

Pointed and laughed. Like hyenas, I might add. It was hilarious. Like finding gold.

We had to stop because of the traffic lights.

Hurry up, it's getting away.

We saw it turn right. We thought it went through the bush.

So we turned right. Kept driving.

And we saw it again. Laughed our heads off.

Amber wanted to see its face so we made a u-turn.

I told her not to laugh to at its face cos it might get angry.

I won't, she said.

Yeah, right.

As soon as we so it face to face, we laughed... At its face.

It was hilarious.

We vow to wake up tomorrow to look for it again.

Crosses fingers..


This is for you

For breaking my heart..

Scars - Papa Roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever come around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause you're drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life