Ok, I did say that I'm gona stop wallowing

So I'm gona do it. I've turned into a boring person since I decided I'm going back to the Old Nikki.

I miss my friends. B in particular. I haven't spent as much time as I used to with her. It's driving me crazy but at the same maybe space is really what we need.

Damn, this is worst than any break up but maybe being apart will actually do us good. I need to sort out some stuff and she does too. No hard feelings there and I know we'll be ok. I love her to bits to even do anything that will break our friendship off.

Sometime apart is exactly what we need.

Exams are finished

Woohoo!! Fina-fucking-lly.

Been stressing myself so hard I felt like my head was gona explode. For most people, preparing for three weeks for an exam works for them. It does for me too but cramming is more my style.

I get HD's and D's when I cram and I don't regret it. [Spoken by a true university student.]

Now, I have three months to bum around - get a job and lay under the sun. Sweet.

Although I'd give anything to be in Manila for Xmas. But come to think of it. Being a beach bum in the Philippines would cost me more. Surfers Paradise is free. And it's one of the best beaches in the world. So I shouldn't really complain.

Three months of doing nothing. Now that's what I call a holiday. Studying for two weeks for finals is so worth it.