Funny how you can just turn your back on your friend

I said to myself, I'm a very understanding person.

I said to her, But your ass is really pushing it.

On Friday, her ass pushed it.

I ended up calling Dimps to pick me up at the hotel at 6:30am because I couldn't even look at her.

But I guess, it's been long overdue. She hasn't been a really good friend. Far from it actually.

Last year, all I did was to go out with her and be there for her when she needed someone to talk to.

When she needed someone to bitch with, I was there.

When she needed someone to get drunk with, I was there.

When she needed someone to hang out with, I was there.

And what did I get in return?

All my boyfriends were all ugly, she said.

I could do so much better, she said.

But when she goes out with an ugly motherfucker, he's sweet, he looks out for her, looks don't really count you know.

What a load of bullshit.

When I was playing around, all the guys I hooked up with was ugly.

That I was wearing beer goggles everytime I hook up with someone.

But when she does, he's cute.

I don't care what you think Nikki, he was cute. We're leaving now, she would say.

I know hate is a very strong word but I do hate her now.

She just keeps on pushing my buttons and on Friday night, I blew up.

I walked out of the hotel and into Bernie's car without looking back.

I messaged her on Sunday to get my makeup kit that I left in her car. I ended up driving towards her house to fetch it from her sister.

Sadly, I think I've wasted a year hanging out with her because I don't miss her one damn bit.