I'm back to talking to Tim Tam

I talked to him for a grand total of seven hours over the weekend. It was great. No doubt there's still something there. Especially on his side.

But talking to him scared me. I don't want to hurt Emmet. I don't want to do anything that would jeopardise my relationship with him because I love him. I love him a lot.

I really don't want to lose him. Yeah, I've been thinking about whether I'll drop him and move on with my life. But somehow, I can't. I love this guy and I want to do everything I can to make it work with him.

Not even Tim Tam's undying love for me. Or what he had to offer.

Emmet has a lot of hang-ups but I'm willing to work on that. Because I care about this creature more than anything.

He makes me want to be a better person. I know that if something happens and we break up, it'll be entirely my fault.

God please help me to bite my tongue and make this work with him.

Because I seriously think he's worth it.

I told Tim Tam that I won't do anything to hurt Emmet. Because seeing him hurt is enough to kil me.

So Tim Tam is sorted. No more of him. I promise.