Sometimes Emmet is such a cornball

But I love it.

Hey Pang Pang Sweet Dreams, I'm lucky to have you, I love my Pang Pang.

I love the fact that he's slowly becoming sweet and corny towards me.

Eight months of being together and I have yet to break down the wall that he had put up.

It's funny how sometimes I just want to give up because he's just too damn closed off but he is my Everest. I want to get through to him because I am just hopelessly in love with this guy.

So in love that I'm starting to push him away. I'm starting to doubt him and his fidelity towards our relationship.

I'm turning into a very insecure girlfriend and I'm actually scared that he'll turn around and walk away because he would just not put up with it.

I can't help it. I love him despite of his hang ups. Short-term memory loss aside, he is a great guy.

And he makes me laugh. He does silly things that I just absolutely adore.

All the small things that he does and he says just turn me into a total mush.

I love him so much it hurts. I'm not saying it'll be the end of the world if we break up.

But my heart will break into a million pieces if things don't work out between us.

For the first time, I'm in a mature relationship that I can actually be proud of.