How fucked up is this?

My car is not working. My parents are leaving for overseas on Monday and I will be left all alone.

I took a cab going to work and spent thirty fucking dollars on a twenty five minute drive.

My car won't be ready til Tuesday so I have to cab it everytime I go to work.

My dilemma before is all gone.

My new motto is whatever will be will be. I overanalyse things to much I need to chill out. There's no point analysing something that probably doesn't mean anything at all.

Everything is happening at once. My first take on freedom [without my parents and living alone for the first time ever] and my car fucks me over.

Seriously, it's like losing a leg. You can't do anything. You can't go anywhere. And worst of all, it's too damn expensive cabbing it every single time I head off to work.

My boyfriend wouldn't help me out because he's "extremely busy". I swear he's so reliable sometimes [can you trace the sarcasm dripping all over my blog right now???]

I seriously don't care if he can help me out or not. I don't care.

But fuck this, I need my car.

I want my car back!!!!