Tomorrow is the start of uni
And I'm excited.
80% of me is desperate to finish my degree. To just graduate and see where my diploma takes me.
Emmet is excited about his security licence. Didn't I mention that he took the Security Operations Certificate so he can be a licenced security officer?
Well, we're just waiting for the licence to be posted. I really wish this time he finds a job that he'd keep. It's not for me, but for him. I want to see him happy with what he does. To at least have a direction in his life.
Who am I kidding? I don't even know what I want to do with my life. I'm studying a degree that I don't even like, I don't have the guts to follow what I really want to do and I'm stuck with a thankless job that, if not because of the people I work with, already took my spirit and will to live.
To add salt into the wound, I miss my parents terribly. Not only are they having the best time, but they do not miss me at all.
I called them about ten times and they only called once. To check how I'm going but really I think it's just them feeling guilty that I'm stuck here all alone for three months.
So yeah, back to my original topic. I'm excited to go to Uni so I can just stay at the Learning centre for hours and hours without having to go home.
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