I miss my baby


Yes, we are still together. And we intend to keep it that way.


But he's been working really hard this past week that I hardly ever see him.


I saw him today and last Monday and last Friday.


I know to some it sounds frequent but it is a far cry from what we were like before - before his demanding job, before my uber busy schedule at work and at uni.


Everything changed when we got back together. We no longer the luxury to sleep in all day and head out to town night.


The last time we watched a movie was two Sundays ago - we went and saw Pirates of Caribbean.


We haven't gone on a dinner date since the night we got back together - when we went for teppanyaki in Broadbeach and then head to Casino.


I'd pencil him in before I start work at night.


Or he'd come visit me at the hotel just to see me for ten minutes.


Or I'd visit him at the club that he works at or at his other job - just to bring him food for his late shift.


I miss him so much. We're far from being two ships sailing in the night. We're still very affectionate and we have the lovey dovey feeling but I no longer sleep over at his house because he's not at home at night.


And he no longer sleeps in my house because- well, he was never allowed to anyway.


Don't worry panget, as soon as I graduate it'll get better. We'll get to see each other often and we'll get to hang out and do superfun stuff more.


Tonight, I almost begged my boss if I can have tomorrow night off. But to no avail.

The restaurant is busy and they need me.

The next time we're going to have a night off at the same time would be Thursday next week - but I'll have my exam then so I'm not even sure if we can do something then.

It's hard but I find myself fighting for it.

I guess I really do love him oh so much.