My not-so-keen-wish coming true

I know it's late but I just can't sleep without blogging about my day. I had the most amazing day today. I finally get to talk with eco-boy. He was the one who came up to me and started asking me about our economics class and how I'm coping with it. I was ecstatic.

I could tell he was really nervous but the weird thing was, I didn't get interested anymore. As soon as I realized that he was showing some interest in me, I kind of clammed up and I got over it.

I don't know if it has something to do with what happened on Monday or I'm just this sick person who stalks people then gets over them really quickly. Whatever it is, I didn't find the gut to give him my mobile number. I didn't even ask for his. We just started talking and even our conversation was weak.

What's even more weird? When he asked me whether I'm seeing someone, I told him I am - even though I'm not. (things with vmac are still chilly and we both promised we'll just sort it out when I get back.)

I just can't believe that I shut him out. After months of moanin' and whinin' about how I'm getting nowhere with him. I feel good though, at least I know he's interested. *grins wickedly*

My very own chauffeur

Bernie woke me up at 9AM pestering me to go driving with her. So I went after I've been to uni. We went to get some drinks (ice coffee with tapioca pearls) at this really nice Chinese cafe and we went for some sushi. This Filo teppanyaki chef was full-on flirting with Bernie which she chose to ignore because she is so much in love with her long-distance "best buddy" right now that she's missing out on a lot of flirting.

I had to cut her off to state the obvious that a hot Filipino guy is checking her out. She was just like, "Huh? Who? Oh, him? Yeah, he's kinda cute. Your babies would be cute." Doh'!

We swooned over Usher's performance at the VMA's and we drove over to Marina Mirage to catch the sunset. Again, we started talking about her non-existent relationship with her best buddy. The best thing was that she ran into her more-than-hot ex-boyfriend (think Chris Klein with an Aussie accent). Now she got all confused because she thought she would be feeling something when she sees him but she didn't which is weird because cos he's her first love (sounds cheesy? bear with me.).

We then went to the broad water to feast on Baskin' Robbins and we went to the Sovereign Islands. We checked out these really nice manors. And when I say really nice, I'm talking about MTV's-Crib-like manors. I got home at 10PM. It's almost one AM and I am not tired.

My conversation with Bernie makes me wonder how I would feel if I saw vmac. I know there's still a big chance that we would get back together. We're just kind of taking a breather at the moment. He thinks I'm all over the place - I'm a scattered brain. I think I am. I don't know. But one thing's for sure. I'm not about to give up on him.

Not by a long shot...