27 October 2004

An utter dilemma

I have to stop doing this to myself.

I have to stop inflicting pain to myself and to anyone who dares to be close to me.

But there is a sick part of me that wanted for all this emotional turmoil to just be there. A part of me that never wanted it to leave.

Why do I want everything to be so damn complicated?

I really thought I'll be over him now that I have someone whom I can hang out with. Someone who tells me he won't go anywhere. Someone who makes sure I get home safe and had eaten my dinner.

But if I'm so in like with this guy, why did the news of my ex having a new girlfriend pains me so?


Friendster, I'm back


After months of deleted friendster invites, I finally let myself get lured back in to friendsterWorld. I assure you, I won't be an active member of the site.

But if you want, you can invite me.

We're all friends, aren't we?

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