Cold Christmas.
Almost all my cousins are loveless this Christmas. Carlo had broken up with Dang for the Nth time. Leil had broken up with her girlfriend for the second time and I am not enjoying being loveless. I can't believe this is my first Christmas since I started dating without a boyfriend. It doesn't kill me. I can live, it's just hard to be happy for my friends who found love this time of year. It's some twisted fate that I became single just when everybody is happy with theirs.
The friend that I was telling you guys about fizzled out. I don't want to commit just yet. It's hard. I'm not fully over my ex and the fact that I think about him every time doesn't help. It's like somebody wrote my worst nightmare and played it out in front of me. Hay, sad.
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