Just when I was thinking of having a guy-free Christmas (my first christmas without a boyfriend since 1997), my best friend mentioned something about a certain friend having an ultimate crush on me. (A friend who dated another friend who is now dating another girl who thinks I look cute in pink and adores my wicked sense of style) I dismissed the idea. Called my best friend crazy and just laughed it off.
"I'm not kidding, Nikki. He looks at you differently. When we went to Bulacan he looked at you weird. Parang gusto kang hubaran or something."
Gee, thanks.
I noticed it too. The fact that he calls me on my Sun cell for no apparent reason and he messages me every morning asking me to meet him and visit him in his school to catch up.
We went out last week. A typical dinner and movie (Bridget Jones: Edge of Reason for the third fucking time) outing. He looked at me intensely and asked me if
things between me and my ex are over.
"Definitely over."
He smiled and winked at me telling me that he'd been crushing on me since first year of college. Only I was already committed so he backed off.
My best friend now assures me that she's been noticing this guy's attention towards me to be different and obvious. I didn't know. I still don't know whether to believe or not. I don't have any feelings at all. If ever I would be involved with someone, it would just be for a fling. Not another long distance relationship thingy.
Tomorrow night we're going out and I'm thinking of crashing at his place, still thinking though.
If I decided to, my Christmas would at least be lukewarm...
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