No matter what I do

My ex still manages to creep into my life.

Without getting in contact with me.

Without caring how he's been doing.

Without any desire to establish communication with him.

But still, he manages to fuck me up again, real bad.

My cousin is in contact with him. Knowing my cousin, she's probably the one who contacted him.

Ka-chat ko si *ex-boyfriend* at Yahoo.

Don't tell me. I'm no longer interested.

Ok, fine.

Thank you.

Nagpunta pala si *ex-boyfriend* sa America.

Good for him. Seriously, don't tell me anything anymore. I'd rather just move on and not think about him.

Every single time I'm hung up on my ex-boyfriends, she does that. What the fuck? Is she out for my best interest or what? I told her I didn't care anymore but still she said it. Obviously, I slightly still do but I can handle not knowing. She just had to do that. It pisses me off. Royally. Fucking hell.

Now I can't stop spewing. Is this some sort of sign that I shouldn't let go? Cause it's really fucking with my brain.

One wish. Just one wish. That's all I want. Can I just please, please be left alone? I don't need any shit right now. I'm happy and please, I want to stay that way.

German Guy never fails to make me smile

I was lining up for coffee when I realised that he was standing in front of me getting coffee as well. Now, I swear I didn't follow him. I just need my caffeine fixture everytime I go on breaks and coincidentally, he feels the same thing.

Anyway, as I was reaching for a plastic spoon, I knocked over the whole dispenser and spoons went flying in different direction. He bent over and helped me pick it up. Classic romantic moment.

But he still didn't talk to me. Waah!

I'm sure of one thing, though. He's a fucking gentleman.