I don't think you know me

When you said "there are things better left unsaid," I agreed.

When you said you don't want dramas right now, I agreed.

When you said all we ever could be is to be friends, I agreed.

You said all those. It never came from me.

Now you're asking me why I think it's better to just leave everything alone rather than sort things out.

You're asking me why I agreed to not have dramas right now.

You're asking me why I prefer to be friends with you rather than something more.

The answer: You and I are just way too different. We want different things. We have different views in life. So why bother?

You're graduating and you're leaving for Sydney. I'm glad. But I'm happier that I'm not leaving for Sydney with you.

And you're right. I've been using my most serious relationship as an excuse to not fall in love again. But I am telling the truth. I'm not in love. Not with you. Not with anyone.

I know you like to think that you know me inside and out but you don't have a single clue of what I'm like.

None at all.