Monday

"Heard you hooked up," Muay Boy said to me over lunch.

"J told you, didn't she?"

"Pretty much from what he looks like to what he does,"

"Yeah? But it's just some random hook ups. Nothing serious. Though I still can't stop smiling. I'm over it."

"That's good, that you're over it."

"I know. Honestly, you don't have to look out for me. I can take care of myself."

"Sorry. I woke the beast," Rolled his eyes at Ash.

I don't know what's wrong with me. He was just trying to be a good friend and I totally bit his head off. I'm really not ready to hang out with him. But the thing is, the guy is always around. He sees me ten metres away and would yell out or sprints towards me just so he can catch up.

What happened to the, "I don't think we can hang that much anymore?"

I really wish mid-june is only around the corner. So he can graduate and go to Sydney and get the hell out of my life.

+ + + +

This or that?

Keep both jobs or keep one? And which job to keep?

I'm having trouble with my schedule. It's all fucked up it's not even funny. I really need to drop one. Scratch dropping Uni - for sure. I need my business degree more than anything in the world right now.

I want to keep my new job cos I'll be a step closer to my career everest.

I want to keep my old job because the job is so easy I can so do it with my eyes close.

What do you guys think?

Any takers? Anyone?

+ + + +

I knew it. Amber won't break up with her boyf. No matter how much effort we put on getting her to realise she needs to dump the manipulative ball and chain, she'll still stand by him. No matter what.

Love really is blind.

Even when that someone is just about ready to take your heart, stomp all over it and rub salt on it in the process.

Thinking of the song: Sinaktan mo ang puso ko by Michael V.

+ + + +

"Do you have any idea how painful it is to tell someone you like him and not have him say it back?" I asked B.

She promised not to see him often.

After last Saturday's drama, she opted to move on from him. Smart choice. But I don't think it is what she wants.

I told her that if anything happens, I'll be here - the president of her support system.

So what'll we do to keep her mind off her man?

Byron Bay, Baby!!