How was your weekend??


Well, mine was awesome!! Promised myself that I'd party hard the weekend before I start my uni. That was yesterday. I delivered. Got so drunk at Surfers I almost got in a fight [more of like a verbal exchange]. Eight to ten vodka tonics made me pissed. I was off my face. Went with Nick's dad and Uncle, Oz and B. Nick's dad and uncle went to the strip club and the young ones went to the Drink - a bar that's always packed we had to push people aside just to walk past. Amber was there. As soon as I saw her I started jumping up and down and gave her a hug. Never mind the fact that she ditched my twenty-first. I missed the girl to bits and was happy and relieved that we're cool once again. She then started bitching about Tiana and how we ditched her with Tiana - gut feeling tells me that she's not happy to be Tiana's sole friend. I don't think I will be too to be quite honest.

There were a lot of hot guys at the drink but somehow, flirting and hooking up aren't my cup of tea. I don't find it interesting anymore. I guess I'm more of a social person - meaning hanging out with friends and drinking til I pass out.

You are a funny drunk, Bernie said. I've hear that one before. Oh, yep, when we went drinking with Thane's brothers.

Amber is a messy drunk, she also said. Explanation: A story told by Amber a couple of months back when she got so smashed at a club and was watching the dancefloor from the second floor balcony and started spewing - over the people dancing on the dancefloor. She then ran to the toilet and a massive queue left her spewing over them as well. It was hilarious but fifteen ladies shrieking with disgust wasn't. I couldn't remember much of what happened last night.

All I know is Ozzie took care of me. I mean really took care of me. Holding my hand cos I was crisscrossing my way to Cavill Ave and making sure that everytime I made a spectacle of myself, the people I went off at knew that he was with me - just so I won't get bashed.

Cheers, mate. Really appreciate it.

It was fun hanging out with George - Nick's dad. He's a cool dad. Spent money on lap dances and strippers. I suppose that's what you do when you're earning heaps and working heaps and not having a life - only going out once every six months or so. Apparently, I wouldn't stop talking. I wouldn't stop laughing and I wouldn't stop shouting. I provided entertainment for them as the radio in George's car was broken. From Surfers to Nerang - a good half hour drive and I kept them entertained? I must've been really smashed to be talking that much.

All in all, I'd say I'm ready to go back to Uni. Five weeks of partying, hooking up, guy problems, relationship problems and dramas are enough to last me for three months.

It's been fun. But I'm now back to Geek Mode.


With a sort-of-boyfriend

I think I have a boyfriend but then again, I don't think I do. I told him I'd only get in contact with him if I'm up to see him.

That's bitchy, Nikki. It's either you're there for the guy fullstop or you're not, Jono said.

That's exactly it. I don't know.

But something made me change my mind. He got done drink driving on Friday night at Surfers. He smashed his car and he won't be able to drive for God-only-knows how long. When he told me what happened, I actually got scared. It was good that he was just getting out of the carpark? What would've happened if he was on the road doing 80? What would've happened if he smashed his car and left him unconscious? When he said his car was pretty banged up, I imagined him with a cast and on a hospital bed?

As soon as I was assured that he was ok, I blew a fuse.

You are an idiot. What were you thinking? You know how much I hate dumb people and you're dumb to have even thought of driving your car? How the fuck are you getting to work?

The profanities started dribbling out of my chin. He was just quiet. He knew it was his bad. He apoligised. That shut me up. Why did he say sorry? He didn't do anything wrong to me. He risked his life but technically he didn't do anything wrong.

Realisation: He realised how scared I got because of what he did. Realised how much I care about him. Otherwise why would I go off at him, right?

I care about him but at the same time, I'm still too scared to jumped in a relationship with him. Someone so perfect and mature and understanding and caring. We no longer have reasons why we can't be together. I told him we'll see how we go. I'm not keen to go uber-serious with him.

This time I want to take it one step at a time.

Meet them

Who said that only little kids like porcelain dolls?

One of my quirks is naming all my dolls. So let me introduce them to you..

Shayla

Emma

Franchesca

Denise

Bianca

Got them from my mum's friend. She's so sweet. She knows I like dolls.

I miss

I really, really do..