Life's a Bitch

And then you die, Amber said.

There are things you moan and groan about. There are... But I've learned that there are things that you just have to accept and just get back on your feet. So far, I don't think life's a bitch. I'm loving my life. I love my girlfriends, I have a good job, I'm doing well at uni and I have an awesome parents who support me in everything that I do.

But I know what she meant. Sometimes, you lay on your bed and just think about what's missing in your life and you suddenly realise that you want that - bad, right now.

I haven't had that moment in my life this year. I did what I had to do and came out victorious. I'm scared that I'm heading down that path again. I don't want to. I don't to fall for another guy just yet. It's too soon. I can't be bothered with all the emotional baggage that comes with having a relationship. After listing to my friends moan and groan about the opposite sex and telling me how lucky I am for having it easy, I realised I don't want that complications in my life just yet. I know one day I'll want to start something special with someone I love but I don't think I've found that right person just yet. In all honesty, I don't think I'd want to meet him in the next four years.

So that's it.. Cheers, guys. Things may be tough right now but it'll get better.

I know I shouldn't feel lucky right now considering your circumstances but it made me realise that I do have it easy.

It'll get better, mate. I promise.