How can you like this guy?

Just tell me please?

He doesn't believe in God. I know for some people that's something that be normal.

But for someone who has a Catholic upbringing like yours truly, that's a complete insult.

The guy who gave me a bouquet of flowers last week turned out to be a comple jerk.

I was having a break with him a couple of days ago.

I sat down, put my plate down and said grace before eating my food.

I looked up and caught him looking at me with a funny look on his face.

Why do you pray? That's bullshit..

I stared at him straight in the eye and said, Mate, I respect your decision on not believing in anything so you have to respect my decision on having faith in something..

That put me off really bad.

He's cute. He's smart and I like him - from the outside that is. But that kinda went away after that little conversation.

I can't like someone who is the complete opposite of my perfect man.

I haven't figured out what my perfect man is exactly but having faith in God is one of them.

'Nuff said.


Exams Exams Exams

I was lying on my bed last night when I realised that I have an exam this week.

Hopped out off bed and turned on my computer and logged on to my university website.

Found out I had an exam today.

At 2-4pm to be exact.

I haven't even studied.

Aaahhh.. Panic seeped through me. For a moment I thought I was going to have an anxiety attack.

I hate being unprepared for an exam.

I have to know everything and have to organise things before I enter an examination room.

I set my alarm at 8am determined to read six chapters of marketing communication in six hours.

No such luck.

Being typically Nikki, I ignored the sound of my alarm and slept right through it.

Didn't wake up til ten thirty. By then, it was too late.

I looked through my notes and realised that it was pretty self explanatory.

Walked into the examination room and breathed a sigh of relief when I realised that the exam format was in multiple choice questions.

Was out of there in an hour.

Phew. Never again will I not check my university diary.

Never again.


Level 1 Team Leader.

Yours truly got promoted.

After two weeks of working at my new job I got promoted to be a team leader.

I'm so proud of myself I can cry.

But I won't.

Because I have a team to run and a degree to finish.

Cheers to me.


I love sitemeter

Thanks to this tracking device I know the people who read my blog.

I know you read my blog.

So please don't pretend that you don't care.


It's definitely over

Called Johnson last night and told him that I wanted to break up.

It's not working, I'm sorry, I said.

It was the truth.

He was wonderful about it.

I think he realises that there's no future with me. I'm just too over the place right now to even think of having a serious relationship.

This ends now.


Three days

Bernie's coming home in three days.

Woohoo.. I can't wait.

She changed her flight back home sooner cause she has to start uni next week.

We are so gona get drunk, mate. Well, you will. I won't. I'm not an alco anymore.


The return of Eco-guy Part II

I saw him. I'm back on the old stalking routine again on Mondays.

I didn't stalk him today or anything. But I always get a habit of bumping into him every Monday. I wish I can talk to him but I don't think he remembers me.

Such a beautiful sight to see on a Monday.


Rain Rain Rain

I had Bernie's car washed yesterday in an attempt to clean her auto before she gets here. The car was looking clean while I was looking at it from my window.

Then night came and a heavy rain fell on its roof.

Damn, thirteen bucks wasted.


Online window shopping

Makes my fantasies come true.

Really nice.

Nice, huh?

Isn't it perfect?

Oops, where did that come from?