It's gray

Yep, it's gotten gray. Emmet is just too hard to figure out. Don't get me wrong. We are still doing ok.

I can't stress that enough. But at the same time, he's just got too many skeletons in the closet and I don't think I can handle any more surprises in the relationship.

I mean, what else does he have?

I have strong feelings for this guy and it gets harder and harder for me to not tear myself away from him.

But I do not want to get hurt. I have to stress that out.

I don't know what to do.

Hay, boys.. You can't live with them.. You can't kill them.