As I said before

Today got better.

No I haven't heard from him but it's all good. I guess it really wasn't meant to happen. I mean, we didn't make sense to begin with. I was just too in love to see it for what it really is.

But yeah, today was ok. I went to work and just basically cruised the whole shift. Everybody at work knew what happened and were pretty sympathetic.

Don't worry.. you can do so much better next time.

You're better off. I hate guys who cheat. They make the rest of us look bad.

Fancy a date.. Nah just kidding. I know you're not ready yet but seriously.

I love the people from work. They don't make me feel ugly, unloved and undesirable.

And they make me laugh. Without them I don't think I'll be able to get him out of my mind.

I think about him still. I guess that's the way it's going to be for a while. I don't mind.

I'm taking it one step at a time.