I'm a lucky lucky lucky girl

Money wise, that is.

I went to the casino last night and won $450.00!

I never go to the casino cos I never really like losing my money. I don't have any money in my purse to lose in the first place so I can't really afford to gamble.

So imagine my surprise when I went to the pokies and actually won. It's so hard winning in those machines as, they are designed to take your money not to give you money.

I guess I am dating the Last Angel on Earth as I win every single time we go to the Casino.

Speaking of being the last angel on earth, I have been acting like a total bitch this past week.

Blame it on the stress, missing my parents - whatever, but he was a saint to put up with me.

I hung up on him, I yell at him, I curse at him and I cried nonstop - I was like a little child on prozac, I just wouldn't calm down.

I was too depressed and I was taking it out on him, but he stuck around without plotting my death behind my back - yep, I was that bad I really thought he was going to clock me.

But all that is about to change, because I promise myself not to take it out on him. It's bad enough that he had to stick with me.

Why make it more unbearable than it already is, right?