The end of a chapter

I sent him a text message;

"I wish you had given our relationship a chance since we both know we were so good and happy together. I'm not going to bother you anymore. It's too hard to wait and to hope cos now I know it's not going to happen. I really wish you had called but I guess we're not meant to be. This will be my last text. Take care and be happy xoxo"

I'm moving on. I can't keep doing this to myself.

I deserve to be treated with respect and he didn't.

I'm tired of crying. It sucks because I really loved him.

But I know I can get over this. Becasue I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

I want my old life back. I want to be happy and surround myself with positive people.

I refuse to torture myself with what ifs.

I wish him all the happiness in the world and hopefully someday he'll find someone who can make him happy and to support him in everything he does.

As for me, I need to reassess how I handle relationships. I need to learn to keep my mouth shut and to not say hurtful things.

I learned a lot from the relationship. I learned to love selflessly and to not expect anything in return.

I'm not happy that this happened - no one loves a heartache but I guess it taught me how to be strong. How to handle heartaches and how to move on from them.

There will still be a cloud in my sky for a long time.

But I do know that just like the weather, my luck is going to change sooner or later.