Why is it so hard?

Dear Nikki,

Here is your horoscopefor Wednesday, May 16:

A goal that seems fairly unlikely suddenly becomes eminently possible, so don't put those dreams on the curb just yet. The stars say that you're likely to get a thumbs-up very soon if you keep your eyes on the prize.

I don't even know my goal. If I want to move on or not?

I'm still all over the place. I want to get rid of the pain but a big part of me still wishes he'll call.

So which one is it?