I think my internet haven is backlashing at me

Since I have been a bad girl over the past two months, I think multiply and blogger are expressing its anger by refusing to cross post.

I have posted entried in my blogger account and yet it won't publish in Multiply.

I've been pulling my hair out trying to figure out what to do but unfortunately, Multiply and Blogger probably hold a really strong grudge against me.

Oh well, I guess this will do for now.

I just want to let you know that I've been busy over the past couple of months. With my new job, juggling work with trying to spend time with Emmet and trying to pass my final exams.

Oh by the way, I decided to pursue my Juris Doctor after I finish my degree. That is something my dad always wanted me to do - to become a lawyer. I guess so I can follow in his footsteps.

I really didn't want to be a liar - I mean a lawyer but if that will make my dad happy, why the hell not, right?

Emmet's been sooo proud of me ever since I told him that I'll do my law post graduate, he's been telling all his friends and his family that I'll be studying law after my degree. His sort-of-brother is very impressed. I value his opinion towards me so much because he's very judgemental - he won't give you the time of day if he feels like you're not even remotely in his intellectual league.

So the fact that he says hello and tries talking to me everytime I'm over at Emmet's house makes me oh so happy.

It's so funny how I value his family's opinion towards me soo much.

Compared to my old boyfriends I always had this rule that if they don't like me, fuck 'em. I don't like them either.

But with Emmet's it's different. I find myself constantly trying to impress them. To make sure that I behave properly. I'm not desperate to get their approval because now, Emmet's mum's been telling me that she wants baby girls running around her house.

I know it's too fast. There are soo many things I want to accomplish before Emmet and I consider going down that road. But it's reassuring that one day, it'll lead to that.

Nothing in this world is permanent, for all I know tomorrow Emmet and I can break up and that'll be the end of our affair.

But on the other hand, Emmet and I can live happily ever after with a baby girl, twin boys and another girl.

Sigh, life's been good to me for the past two months.

I am not financially independent - meaning, I have my credit card debts under control. I'm paying my parents rent money for my lodging, I'm on top of my everything. My bills are no longer overdue, I buy what I want and I manage to save up a little every week.

Life's good. I'm not going to bitch.

Except for this damn cross posting!!!