I never knew a mobile phone can be so evil..

I used to think that my mobile phone is my friend.

Something that brings you good news.

The device the plays back your voice messages letting you know that people love you.

The simple ringing of my phone (yes, my ringtone is the standard ring!) means someone remembers me.

The doorbell of my phone (my standard text tone!) means someone decides to send you a hey or a hi, what's doing?

Hence, my phone had been my best friend. It's filled with photos, music, text messages, videos, etc.

But lately I feel like my phone is turning against me.

It's been mocking me lately.

I'm looking at it right now, and I'm thinking, it's laughing at me on the inside.

Because the whole day today, not a single soul sent me a text.

I had a few phone calls from friends

But I was waiting for a particular text from someone that I know I wouldn't receive.

And my phone made it clear that it's not going to sugar coat it for me.

I already put my phone on silent in the hope that if I don't hear it, I'll forget about the fact that I'm waiting for a text.

To no avail.

I'm just fooling myself.

And the worse part is that everytime I check and realise that I haven't a received a text, it makes me feel like the biggest fool in Queensland.

And you know what else?

I decided not to get in contact with him anymore.

That it'll be easier if I just erase that phase in my life and move on.

LIke pretend that it didn't happen.

But here I am, somehow hoping that he still thinks about me.