I hope you know

That it's got nothing to do with you...

I'm grieving yes, but not because of you. It's because of the bad decisions that I make in my life.

I need to figure out what I want to do with my life.

Who I want in it.

And how I go about it.

I'm terrified. That I will be a thirty something spinster with no kids but has a fantastic career.

Maybe I need to focus on my career more. Like possibly move to Sydney or London. 

Or maybe Dubai? 

Singapore?