Going out with a guy

Is bad enough.. Trying to go out with his best friend is the worst. It's not what it sounds, by the way..

R has a habit of getting his best friend to try to crack on to his girlfriend just so he can see if the girl is loyal to him or not - sick, I know. He did it to his ex-girlfriend. Now he did it to me. He had Matty asking me out on a date.

I saw right through it - mainly because R already told me that he did that to his ex-girlfriend. Between R and Matty, Matty always gets the girls, apparently. So it's only fair that he uses Matty as a bait to see if I'm faithful or not.

Wrong move, Rick.

Because I did go along with it. I knew what Matty was doing and I let him. With the occasional, "I know what you're doing, Matty." and the "I'm onto you, Matt." It was sly. It was conniving. But I managed to crack him.

When he walked me to my car and tried to kiss me, I told him that I know what they're doing.

Rick asked you to do this, didn't he?

That's low, Matty. For you to actually agree to do it.

I told him that what they did made me feel like a total shit. I called Rick and told him that I know what they're doing. Matty spoke to Rick and he hung up.

He was teary-eyed. Told me he's never been ashamed in his entire life.

That's right. You should be ashamed. Who does that?

I messaged Rick and told him that I now found a good reason to actually not be with him - I. Don't. Trust. Him.

He messaged me telling me that he's proud of me for not taking the bait.

Fucker.

He's in no position right now to test me. I'm still thinking things over whether I want to be with him or not and this is what he does?

Fucker. Fucker.

He then told me that he'd give me enough space to think things through and he'd call me by the end of the week. Hopefully he'll like what I'll tell him.

Fucker. Fucker. Fucker.

I know I'd probably end up with him when I get to talk to him but right now, I'm really angry. I'm mad at him for actually doubting my intentions towards him. And Fucker Matty doesn't have any brains so he follows his fucking best friend and asks me out on a date to see if I'll flirt with him.

Between the internet world and me, Matty sure is hot. He was wearing khaki pants and dark brown polo shirt with a white cap. The bastard can dress. He may be a total dick but he's got good shit going on in his body - but then again, so does Rick.

Ugh. Ever feel like you salivate over a guy then realises that he's a total asshole. Never mind the body, the face, the smile, the laugh and the eyes?

Damn you, Rick. I'm still mad at you.