A few days after

People say I'm a laid back person.

I do what I have to do.

I wake up and get on with my day.

I hop into bed and crash.

I wake up the next day, go to uni-and-or-work.

I go to the gym.

I catch up with my friends.

I have dinner with my family.

I hop into bed and crash.

Same thing I did the night before.

And the night before that.

And the night before that.

I'm predictable in all aspects of my life.

I know where I'm going.

I don't stress because I planned it in advance.

That's probably why they think I'm laid back.

But I do stress.

If things get a little out of hand, I stress.

If things don't go according to plan, I stress.

And when I get disappointed, I get sick.

You're like my sister, you get sick when you break up with your boyfriends, B said.

I don't get sick everytime I get dumped or I dump someone.

I only get sick when I break up with guys I actually care about.

I've only been sick twice straight after I broke up with my exes.

This is the third.

I must've liked him more than I thought.