Dum De Dum

Damn insomnia. It's almost two o'clock in the morning and I still can't sleep. I don't know what's been going on in my head. The past few days had been a blur.

I went out last weekend and I didn't even get shitfaced. I swear I've gone soft over the months. What happened to the girl who can party til 7am and drink til she passes out? I know it's not a good look but I feel so old.

I should be walking with a cane or something. I'm only twenty two and as I type, I should be out at Surfers tonight and should be getting wasted. Just like what Emily is doing. She's probably already passed out in a toilet somewhere. Lucky bitch.

The boyfriend and I went for a cruise tonight and there were too many drunk idiots around. A part of me was disgusted with how they act but another part of me, the bigger part of me I might add was so jealous I was THIS close into going home, dress up and catch a cab back to Surfers. I mean you can't really blame them can you? It's indy for crying out loud.

Only people like me, the responsible and conscientious kind go home on a thursday night and blog away while the rest of the world parties.

Sometimes, I want to shoot my conscience.

This is just me digressing.

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In other news, I can't wait for next year. Panget and I are planning to go to Victoria for a few days to watch the Australian Open. I haven't been before. I mean, I went to watch the LA Lakers beat the crap out of Orlando Magic in Florida when I was twelve years old and Shaq and Penny Hardaway were the gruesome twosome back then and that was awesome.

I went to watch NHL in LA five years ago and that was good too. Everytime the family goes to the States, my cousins and I see to it that we watch WWE [WWF back then]. In 2000 we got lucky we went to watch the Unforgiven match and that was one of the best moments of my life
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But I haven't been in any sporting events for so long it makes me cry. Life got in the way and family feuds and relationships. The ex and I planned to watch the Asian Games before but that didn't work out.

I haven't been in the US since 2002 and it's getting depressing. I no longer have the luxury to go to Canada whenever I want to visit my dad or go to Philippines to sunbake whenever I wish because I have work to answer to and University.

But all that will change. Because my new year's resolution for next year will be to travel more.

Get my ass out of the couch and see the world.

Next year will be a year for travel.

This year had been a year for relationships. And I did that. I met my panget and am now blissfully and ridiculously happy.

Hopefully next year won't disappoint.