I think I may have been demanding too much.
Too much of something is very bad. For you and for your health.
I have been ridiculously happy over the past months that I started to demand too much stuff from Emmet. Stuff that he can't really fulfill.
I hate the fact that this relationship is turning me into a nuerotic.
I do not need a constant desire for reassurance. I'm a confident person and I am not the jealous type.
Definitely not the jealous type.
But I think I love this person too much and it's turning me into a little devil.
I get distracted easily and I tend to ask too much.
I'm very disappointed right now and I don't even know why.
He can't make me happy everyday. It's not in him.
I know I should run away. Or maybe it's because I'm upset that's why I'm thinking this way.
It doesn't matter really. I'm seeing red and I have never been this disappointed in my life.
It sucks because I tend to sulk if I don't get my way. I know it's childish but I can't help it.
I hate myself for feeling this way but most especially I'm not very happy with him right now for making me feel this way.
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