It's a soothing delight

Realising that the person whom you thought loved you dearly doesn't want to have anything to do with you is the worst that could ever happen to you.

I'm going to be honest. I deserved everything that came my way in terms of what happened with him and I.

What I didn't deserve was not to be given the closure.

For him to just turn around and walk away made me realise that he wasn't the one for me.

I'm hurting still but now I'm more angry.

I'm angry at him for being a coward - for not having the guts to tell me face to face that it was over.

I'm angry at myself for allowing myself to sink so low - to beg and grovelled and beg some more.

I can't say I didn't do my part. I did everything and still nothing.

I'm done waiting.

I think - I think it's time for me to put a full stop in this relationship.

He was probably just waiting for me to end it so he wouldn't be the bad guy. But no matter what happens, we both know who ended it.

No conversations or words are necessary. He threw something so special.

I'm just doing what I can do to move on.

I at least deserve that.