OK I'm writing something corny

I'm missing someone really bad.

I know it's been ages since we last spoke, but for some reason I woke up today missing him.

Then I checked my MSN and found out that he's deleted me off his list.

I know it shouldn't mean anything to me because I've deleted him months ago. Straight after we broke up, I've deleted his MSN, his number and his pictures.

And I haven't heard from him since and I was happy that we had no contact whatsoever.

Then lately, I've been thinking about him. For some reason he keeps popping in my head and I end up missing him and doing the whole "what if we have gotten back together.. would it be different this time?" thing.

I know I did the right thing. He wasn't right for me and it's best to let it go.

But I can't help feeling bad and abandoned and lonely.

Plus, thinking about running into him in broadbeach, surfers, main beach or all over gold coast still freaks me out.

I think I'm having one of those days! =(